Dear MJ.
Friday, 25 January 2013 @ 23:55 | back to top?
Dear MJ, I don’t know what will happen to me, to our family, if you are gone. I love you. I love you. I love you.
You are the one. My sister forever. From world until Jannah. Amin.
Misunderstanding between sisters are normal for others. But for me, I really don’t want any mistake in this relationship. I want it to be perfect. I want every single moment in my life, in my day, is full with your voice, your advice.
I want to see you smile before I sleep. I want to see your face before I walk out of the house. I don’t want anything to break down this relationship. I don’t want we fight, argue about something useless. Because, our connection is the best thing ever happened in my life.
I thank Allah everyday because of this. This year had been the toughest year ever in my life. But, you are still here. Right beside me. In the dark. You have brought me this beautiful life. This magnificent world from another sight. Enjoy the life with another heart.
If you get low, just call me whenever,
This is my oath to you
Don’t get worried because of other’s words. They don’t know you like I do.
I am the one who sees you changed. See you become matured. See you become better, day by day.
Praise to Allah. I got you as a sister. You brought the light in my life. You are the one who gave me warm hug when I cried.
That night, you are tired, isn’t? You really need to take a nap. But, because of me. You still awake. Accompany me as long as you could because I am horribly depressed at that time. Again, you gave me the warm hug.
A hug that only the sisters can feel how meaningful it is.
You are the one. My sister forever. From world until Jannah. Amin.
Misunderstanding between sisters are normal for others. But for me, I really don’t want any mistake in this relationship. I want it to be perfect. I want every single moment in my life, in my day, is full with your voice, your advice.
I want to see you smile before I sleep. I want to see your face before I walk out of the house. I don’t want anything to break down this relationship. I don’t want we fight, argue about something useless. Because, our connection is the best thing ever happened in my life.
I thank Allah everyday because of this. This year had been the toughest year ever in my life. But, you are still here. Right beside me. In the dark. You have brought me this beautiful life. This magnificent world from another sight. Enjoy the life with another heart.
If you get low, just call me whenever,
This is my oath to you
Don’t get worried because of other’s words. They don’t know you like I do.
I am the one who sees you changed. See you become matured. See you become better, day by day.
Praise to Allah. I got you as a sister. You brought the light in my life. You are the one who gave me warm hug when I cried.
That night, you are tired, isn’t? You really need to take a nap. But, because of me. You still awake. Accompany me as long as you could because I am horribly depressed at that time. Again, you gave me the warm hug.
A hug that only the sisters can feel how meaningful it is.
Labels: live, mumbling, stories
Music.
Tuesday, 1 January 2013 @ 22:16 | back to top?
The songs changed. WHY?
Because, it's already 2013. And, yes, I will get older for the upcoming December. Alhamdulillah for a beautiful 2012.
All of the songs is about my life, my wonderful life. :)
1. A Thousand Years by Christina Perri ft. Steve Kazee
I am Twi-Hard, remember?
2. Oath by Cher Lloyd
This song is for my BFF.
wherever you go, just always remember
that you got a home for now and forever
and if you get low
just call me whenever
this is my oath to you.
3. Want U Back by Cher Lloyd
Yes, I want you back!
I don't give a shit, no one else can have you
4. If You Ever Come Back by The Script
I'm not yet ready to tell to you guys about this. Sorry.
5. Diamonds by Rihanna
A very important advice for me,
shine bright like a diamonds
A sentence that have mean A LOT to me.
6. Scream and Shout by Will.i.am ft. Britney Spears
Sorry to say, but the song is bit dirty. you know what I mean, right?
I fall in love with this song just because of a sentence,
Just scream and shout and let it all out
Scream, shout. Let it all out. It's now be my inspiration. Scream and shout, when you can't bear the pain. Let it all out. Then, try to solve the problem, if you get the pain again, Scream and shout. Let it all out. I already do this for a day and yeah, I'm better right now. No pain, no stress. Long live happily.
7. Toxic by Melanie Martinez
It just a cover from Melanie Martinez. The song is belong to Britney Spears, actually.
Actually, I fall in love with Melanie and not the song. I love her voice, unique. :)
Again?
@ 06:26 | back to top?
Setelah dua hari menulis tanpa henti, sekarang I dah rasa kosong sebab minda I dah tak ada idea lagi. I'm lost in the outer space. (-,-)
Walau apa pun, I dah berjaya siapkan 15 notepad yang bermaksud 15 parts dan bukannya 15 chapter. Sebab, kalau setakat notepad tu, jangan harap lah nak jadi chapter. Sikit bebeno. Tetapi kalau publish dekat blog, cukup lah untuk buat korang pening kepala untuk membacanya kerana well, writing should full with alphabet, right? And 15 parts is not a little.
Okay. Right now, I'm sleepy. I'm already yawned for twice. Tak sempat nak merapu dengan korang. HAHA. So, better I get some sleep to avoid something that I call 'lack of everything'. Lack of beauty because of the eye bag. Lack of ideas because of tired and lastly lack of energy that will ABSOLUTELY give us BAD EFFECT.
Bye. Assalamualaikum.
Labels: mumbling
A post for 01.01.2013.
@ 06:15 | back to top?
Assalamualaikum para stalkers. (ayat mesti nak hott ja. -,-)
Assalamualaikum kepada muslimin dan muslimat yang diberkati Allah. (it's better, isn't? :') )
Angka di sudut laptop sudah membentuk menjadi 0550. Dan setiap kali I terpandang tarikh hari ni, mesti I senyum. Why? Because today is a first day in 2013!
Terasa sangat excited pulak. -,-
Yelah, harini I tak tidur langsung. Spending most of the time today in front of laptop and writing. I got a lot of ideas today. Praise to Allah.
Semangat betul menyambut tahun baru sampai tak nak tidur. (clapping hands)
Actually, this year, I just sambung (what sambung? sambut lah. celebrate. --') New Year in front of laptop. Tak keluar sebab my mom got a headache. But, yeah, dekat Seremban ni, entah dekat mana sambutan New Year. Masih misteri sehingga ke saat ini. Musykil musykil (gosok dagu).
Hahaha. cut the crap off.
Actually I'm waiting for Subuh. I want to perform my prayer first before I sleep. And right now, Bilal is chanting Azan.
He's now done.
Doa selepas azan:
Tahukah kamu bahawa Allah akan memakbulkan doa hambanya yang berdoa di antara azan dan iqamat? Masa ini adalah antara masa mujarab untuk berdoa.
Berdoalah kepada Yang Maha Esa, merintih lah kepada-Nya dan berharap lah hanya kepada-Nya. Kerana tiada Tuhan melainkan Allah.
Dear muslimin and muslimat, let's perform prayer as soon as possible. Because Allah will grant delight for us in the Hereafter. Amin.
Every good deeds will pay.
Assalamualaikum kepada muslimin dan muslimat yang diberkati Allah. (it's better, isn't? :') )
Angka di sudut laptop sudah membentuk menjadi 0550. Dan setiap kali I terpandang tarikh hari ni, mesti I senyum. Why? Because today is a first day in 2013!
Terasa sangat excited pulak. -,-
Yelah, harini I tak tidur langsung. Spending most of the time today in front of laptop and writing. I got a lot of ideas today. Praise to Allah.
Semangat betul menyambut tahun baru sampai tak nak tidur. (clapping hands)
Actually, this year, I just sambung (what sambung? sambut lah. celebrate. --') New Year in front of laptop. Tak keluar sebab my mom got a headache. But, yeah, dekat Seremban ni, entah dekat mana sambutan New Year. Masih misteri sehingga ke saat ini. Musykil musykil (gosok dagu).
Hahaha. cut the crap off.
Actually I'm waiting for Subuh. I want to perform my prayer first before I sleep. And right now, Bilal is chanting Azan.
He's now done.
Doa selepas azan:
Tahukah kamu bahawa Allah akan memakbulkan doa hambanya yang berdoa di antara azan dan iqamat? Masa ini adalah antara masa mujarab untuk berdoa.
Berdoalah kepada Yang Maha Esa, merintih lah kepada-Nya dan berharap lah hanya kepada-Nya. Kerana tiada Tuhan melainkan Allah.
Dear muslimin and muslimat, let's perform prayer as soon as possible. Because Allah will grant delight for us in the Hereafter. Amin.
Every good deeds will pay.
Labels: mumbling
'NO' to what?
@ 03:50 | back to top?
Pagi ini, mood nak menyiapkan manuskrip (cewah. nama semua nak kaw kaw) tak mari. Entah kenapa, mungkin sebab I telan a lot of White Coffee kot, huh? Just a cup, hokey? But, well, I'm not used to coffee since I got a lot of disease (disease, huh?).
Actually, I got resdung, a quite serious resdung if I'm taking a lot of seafood. Cut the crap. I don't care. I don't give a damn about it. Prawns and lobsters are my BFF, forever.
Apa ceritanya dengan White Coffee pulak? Huu, harus lah bekerja kuat untuk memerah otak pagi-pagi ini. >,<
Just, my father and my elder sister just like, yeah! They are nutritionist in this family. No caffeine (I think they have a huge argue with coffee before I was born because both of them really really say 'NO' to caffeine) and after I'm admitted to the hospital because of my kidney got bla bla bla.. my father said, say 'NO' to junk foods and carbonated drinks.
And then, my nose get bleeding. Often. And, yes, 'NO' to durian.
So, that's it. No caffeine, no junk foods, no carbonated drinks, and no durian.
Fortunately, rabbit and deer's meat didn't give any bad effect to me, and Praise to Allah. I can eat a lot of them! Yeah, well they are my BF. Prawns and lobsters still the number one! Yeah! Yeah! Go!
It's already 3:55 a.m. And yes, today's date are awesome. A beginner to a new year, 2013. 1.1.2013.
Well, the beginning always better from the ending, right? Except for the novel.
And The Voice, why my Melanie Martinez didn't go to finale? -,-
by the way, I really really need to continue my writing.
May we will be in Allah's Mercy. Amin.