Dear MJ, I don’t know what will happen to me, to our family, if you are gone. I love you. I love you. I love you.

You are the one. My sister forever. From world until Jannah. Amin.


Misunderstanding between sisters are normal for others. But for me, I really don’t want any mistake in this relationship. I want it to be perfect. I want every single moment in my life, in my day, is full with your voice, your advice.

I want to see you smile before I sleep. I want to see your face before I walk out of the house. I don’t want anything to break down this relationship. I don’t want we fight, argue about something useless. Because, our connection is the best thing ever happened in my life.


I thank Allah everyday because of this. This year had been the toughest year ever in my life. But, you are still here. Right beside me. In the dark. You have brought me this beautiful life. This magnificent world from another sight. Enjoy the life with another heart. 

If you get low, just call me whenever,
This is my oath to you

Don’t get worried because of other’s words. They don’t know you like I do.

I am the one who sees you changed. See you become matured. See you become better, day by day.

Praise to Allah. I got you as a sister. You brought the light in my life. You are the one who gave me warm hug when I cried.

That night, you are tired, isn’t? You really need to take a nap. But, because of me. You still awake. Accompany me as long as you could because I am horribly depressed at that time. Again, you gave me the warm hug.

A hug that only the sisters can feel how meaningful it is.

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