Assalamualaikum. :)
Bonjour. :)

So, it's been a week and a day since the last day I post something right here.
And, my last post is, yeah! It's really-really emotional. Full with pain and stress.

Allah burdens not a person beyond his scope...... (al-Baqarah 286)

 I believe with The Holy Al-Quran, I believe it's contents.
This sentences is really-really give me a new hope, a new strength, a new spirit.

A new hope, that is, everything will be okay and I will be happy. There's nothing left for me to cry, to think about and to drop tears about it.
A new strength, that is, I can handle everything and all of my problem will get solve. Sooner.
A new spirit, that is, I want to be a better person. I would like to juxtapose myself to Allah.


And now,

I be a better person.
A girl that covers herself well.
A daughter that always want to perform the best for the parents.
A sister that always accompany her eldest sister.
A Muslim that always interested to discover something new about Islam.
A slave that always juxtapose herself with The Creator.

Juxtapose myself with everyone that have positive aura.
Peoples that will make myself better.
Peoples that will always be my side and hold my hands and guide me to live this world.


It can be conclude here that from all of the difficulties I have been through for all of this while, for all of my tears, it is for this.
For this change.
For this very big step.
For this transformation.

everything happens for a wisdom

Praise to Allah.
I'm started to be a better Muslim.
Start preparing myself to be a better woman.

I want to change, to be a better woman as well as him.
I want both of us to change. To be a better Muslim.
Then, we will have a very bright future in front because

...women of purity are for men of purity, and men of purity are for women of purity... (An-Nur 26)

I have been mistaken once. And I won't let it be twice.

"barang siapa yang Allah mahukan kebaikan untuk dirinya,maka Dia akan mengujinya dengan kesusahan" (Riwayat Al-Bukhari)